
Sometimes I feel the need for silence.
was a little that I did not see R and when I called to tell me that was in the area and wanted to chat I thought it was destiny. I need an intelligent conversation that distracted me from the heat and ultimately I was missing though as my usual never fails to pick up the phone and organize a coffee or a beer. And it is certainly lack of affection my, indeed. To tell the truth I know not even explain it
Loss. I did not expect
I left the meeting with an overwhelming sense of helplessness and bewilderment.
R was not the people who stood before me.
I tried to repeat for a few hours after we said goodbye: It was not R
Then I went through mentally his gestures, his eyes, his resentment hidden behind a calm tone of voice but full of resentment towards the world and I are awakened from slumber, I began to seriously worry about Rs.
So in relation to a couple of hours I became a peddler of impotence doubt and concern.
The person tenacious, aggressive and proactive in with whom I had shared discourses and fears had become a fortress of disappointments ready to attack bother with the whole desert circumstances.
All he had dreamed of being and so did somersaults now disavow as a prison made only constraints and schedules.
"A passion if it becomes a trade is simply odious." Which has itself a logical absolute, but so are led to believe that the only thing so we can die without sacrificing too much in times with and posts is something that we love a more or less deep.
Currently is undeniable that in my future perspective this seems the least odious.
tone curled at times taking the fold of "absolute answer" absolutely and direct the prosecution to my childishness (which are absolutely true and never denied) and my not wanting to risk it. Risking
Risking for what?
The thing that left me helpless and verbally this was sterile.
only felt anger in his voice, no positivism, no momentum. There was the desire nor the patience to believe in a solution. There was supposed to end this state of dissatisfaction as soon as possible no matter what.
And that made me afraid and left me confused, because this is what is happening around the . For too many, I'm afraid sooner or later all.
Or are you blessed by luck or the risk to create your own unique fort of dissatisfaction is becoming higher. And if you get tired of search for answers, if you have not even bear perhaps to be able to get to your solution, but you just output any risk of losing what little lucidity that you could take him to prevent any life una tale rabbia.
Si finisce per accontentarsi di quello che in realtà non vogliamo e sviluppare un odio profondo per quello che non abbiamo potuto .
Stimo R e per questo la cosa mio ha scosso più del necessario . Per tre giorni sono stata a rimuginarci sopra, a scrutare me stessa e glia ltri cercando di scorger anche in noi i sintomi. Ma ho notato che in realtà i più reagiscono alla rabbia cercando
Yesterday morning when I woke up and I i found myself with half a suitcase in the rain seeing people get back on their bike I losing a to breathe regularly.
E ' was almost liberating to wake up with the rain.
Liberating in the thoughts and intentions.
I has washed away a loss that for a couple of rounds I was clinging to his back, clutching his throat.
I had a fuckin 'afraid to fill of anger, too.
thought.
While stars confused and want tiny scratched the sky above the sea.
I thought it was a rip-off can not go back to the first frame.
start again.
Pleasure, who you are now?
Goodbye, person who knows what will become
How many dreams you've created? How did you invented? How many have you eaten?
And your heart? What is left and how he digested the concoctions that will force the time sent him down?
I only see the person you are, you will have to tell me how it happened.
This morning I sat sedately in the middle of my unmade bed watching the silver glitter sprinkled on the pillow.
the night of San Lorenzo at the end is half a rip-off because we always want to remember rejected the year before.
But yesterday in the game you want between soap bubbles and glitter I thought it was beautiful "wish". Just as "desire"
I want to bring dreams
Dreams require firmness
The heart is always there
The world also
PS: I suspend official statement on vacation.
Headphones Judgement, S, Bersani
part of education far credere agli altri di esser sempre piuttosto felici perchè è un male far preoccupare il prossimo tuo.
Fa parte dell’educazione non far credere al prossimo tuo di essere troppo felice per non costringerlo a mettere sotto pressione le sue piccole infelicità.
include blogging, today, there is great aggitazzione
because - they say - acquired influence ar Parliament
so 'ppronti to approve' the amendment that wills
imbavaja 'the Informations. Si jeyou write "thief" or "criminal"
rubbacchia or to someone who is riding, then does the nun
': you have to fix that, or that you drag
ar Tribbunale.PPIU And you shall say: you're a nun quer embers
je then shouts '"Zozzo" or "scureggione"
nemmanco you t'appesta de scuregge,"It' s wrong!" Strillerà, "The law is the law !
This is slander and defamation:
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for poetry
Sono confusa. Confusa a mezzo respiro
Ormai penso che lle donne si mettano sui tacchi alti per inebriarsi nell’alta quota e perdere di vista un paio di pensieri.
Credo chi i tubini neri ti lascino sospesa out of time even if you give the curve of an hourglass.
I think when they ask you to write something longer than a raconte is really the good time that you do not
Like when you ask too much of an explanation, it has often ferocementee Return a lie.
When you attack us too much to the desire of a person only for the sake of his ego, then you become emotionally sterile.
If you try to find a to their normal frenzy deciding it's time to stop even if not what is expected then there is stabbed in the back.
But even the rigid positions too sharp is a treason against themselves.
Lunch Roman trains, dating from the film, scenes from soap operas, heat and water melons, the mat
skin rice paper, the smoke hookah, concerts to come.
Nothing to do every single start Summer is always lost in utter confusion.
Headphones: The Veils - The Letter
E 'created a new search engine to obtain information from the Internet. This time, however, is not like all the others: its peculiarity is to understand the questions that you do and offer meaningful responses, unlike other search engines like Google that give us a list of websites corresponding to the keywords you are looking for. His name is Wolfram Alpha and if you ask the question (in English) "What are you?" we answer:
" I am a computational knowledge engine." We can for example
ask for the weather in a given city, asking "weather imola" and we will respond with graphs and charts on rainfall, temperatures and even the history of weather in Imola. If we ask the solution to a quadratic equation, wolfram we will respond with the study of the function, or we can search for "John Lennon " getting information about the life of the famous musician. We can also ask
"Where am I?" or to know where he lives Wolfram, "where are you?" . Wolfram will say to us who live on the internet ...
Try asking "What's your name? .
Just ask "Hello .
For fun you might as well ask "How many roads must a man walk down before you can Call Him A Man? "or" What is the answer to life? "
If it's sunny there from Piazza Venezia to Quadraro. Rome I walk in a zig zag. Have you seen the Piazza Venezia at 6:30 in the morning, the sky faded from the freshness of the air just colored by the sun? Not a tourist. Only a few employee travel. Have you ever arrived in front of the Roman Forum before the trucks of drinks? You've never seen so empty and lost in a time that you can not count? And if you do not understand most is early or late. Dubitare di essere gli ultimi e non i primi?
Chiudersi per ore in una sala come in un paese straniero senza sapere nemmeno se fuori il sole ha iniziato a consumare gli odori nei colori del mezzogiorno. Siete mai usciti di corsa e avete sbattuto contro lo stordimento di una periferia alle due del pomeriggio? Con la sovrapposizione di ogni riferimento e rapiti dal ciarlare delle ragazzine uscite da scuola? E avete pensato che era bello? Il silenzio e le girandole sui terazzi delle case basse di un quartiere dormitorio che si prepara il caffé mentre tu ti perdi a trovare una improvvisata sala prove? Tranquillizzata dall’inaspettata vitalità rosicchiata in tante botteghe e laboratori nei sottoscala e nei cortili.
Il cuore ci sta scivolando verso feet. The heart is too full of thoughts, the thought of not belonging and the need to remain standing. Rome from the first six of a morning sunrise of the next.
thought I dedicate this to the Capitol, the Tram 3 (which is no more tram), the winery of San Lorenzo and the new colonization of Trastevere, the metro Porta Foxy Cinecittà and the unknown. To the sea of \u200b\u200bOstia and bicycles. At 780 and the viaduct Maiana. A Portaportese to Centocelle and Pigneto.
Remembering that I do not know how to lose Garbatella.
in an old ice cream shop just behind Piazza Navona, the mistakes I committed to yet another foreign and smiles almost met quando capisce che sono italiana.
IN CUFFIA: UNA GIORNATA PERFETTA, VINICO CAPOSSELA
Soyen Shaku, il primo insegnante Zen che andò in America, disse:"Il mio cuore brucia come il fuoco, ma i miei occhi sono freddi come ceneri morte". Egli stabilì le seguenti regole che praticò ogni giorno della sua vita.
- Al mattino prima di vestirti, accendi dell'incenso e medita
- Coricati sempre alla stessa ora
- Consuma i pasti a intervalli regolari. Mangia con moderazione e mai a sazietà.
- Receive a guest with the same attitude you have when you are alone. When you are alone, keep the same attitude you have when you receive the guests.
- Be careful what you say and whatever you say, put it into practice.
- When there is an opportunity not to overlook, however, always think twice before acting.
- Do not regret the past, look to the future.
- Idomo Have the attitude of a hero and the tender heart of a child.
- When you go to sleep, do it as if it were your last sleep. Upon awakening, leave behind the bed immediately, as if I had thrown away an old pair of shoes.
- There will be two times this day;
brief moment, a rare gem.
This day will not come back.
Every moment is worth a priceless gem